SunnyChiso

I feel useless… I quitted my Job because it was too much for me. Peopel there were mean and unfair to me, and I had to work 6 days in a week and 15h a day… I got sick. Now I’m sitting here, don’t know what to do. I don’t want to go back in my old job (retail) because it’s just like the modern slavery here… 

But I don’t know what else I can do. I feel like I’m a untalented person and that everything I do isn’t good enough…  Also I’m ugly. Ugly and untalented. It’s no wonder that the only places I could work are slavery and dirty jobs. The best thing would be If I never had to leave the house again. I also had the tough of spending all my money, have a great time and then leave this place too many times in the past 2 weeks…

Also I have a feeling that my friends and family thinks I’m lazy… because I’ll don’t really look for other jobs in retail…

My father also kicked me out because I quitted the job and I think I quit the contact to him, but I don’t know if I should or not. maybe they are all right and I’m such some useless lazy shit.

I don’t feel needed… and I know this is an emo entry… But like the titel says… I feel horribel…